3/4/18 - 3/9/18
For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come?
3/4/18
My search of the field and the surrounding woods turned up one of Azazel’s goats. It’s young, I think- it’s small anyway- and all black with golden eyes. I decided to bed down with the goat in the Deadwater Hospital, which is nearby (and empty) and much warmer than my car. The goat seemed to like the idea, too. I’m not sure if the goat will help me figure out where I am, but he’s company at least.
Once we were settled I drew the Four of Swords reversed, an indication that I need to stay calm and continue to approach this problem rationally.
3/5/18
I drew the reversed Father of Swords when I woke up this morning, but I wasn’t sure what it meant. The Father is just and fair in his dealings, but I have no one to deal with.
Then I fell asleep and goat spoke to me in a dream. He showed me August, trapped in a limbo of his own, but under the cold, dark ocean. Does this mean I need to save August? That it isn’t fair he is where he is? Why is it fair that I’m where I am? I don’t know what any of this means. Taking another nap.
3/6/18
I drew The Star reversed, certainly not auspicious. Although, it could mean I need to find some hope to hold onto.
Weird that I’ve been sleeping more and more. I can barely stay awake at all.
3/7/18
Drew the Six of Wands, a card of victory. But all I need to conquer is this insatiable need for sleep. Goat is affected, too, it seems.
3/8/18
Dreamt of Mal (dream not delivered by the goat this time, I think) and his swirling gray eyes. Drew a card of romance, the Daughter of Cups. Spent the afternoon crying and sleeping.
3/9/18
Drew the Four of Pentacles, I am to hold on, gain control of something… perhaps I need to cling to wakefulness. But just can’t
Sadly, this person is losing a battle. I'm wondering how the goat will fare.