12/5/17
āReversed Ace of Wands again, huh? Need I remind you about the last time that came up?ā
āAugust, the card is for you, not me. If there is a new love in anyoneās life, itās yours.ā
āOh right, hey thatād be nice honestly.ā
12/6/17
I pulled the Ace of Swords for August again today. He decided he should meditate, for clarity. I watched him for a minute, sitting crosslegged and chanting with his eyes closed and his seaweed green hair falling in loose tendrils across one half of his face. As I watched the room spun away, bright light exploded in my vision and rippled, condensing into flames that flickered around me. A voice called to me, it was feminine, and British.
āSend him home to me,ā it said, āor woe betide you.ā
I snapped awake, my heart pounding. My skin was red and stung from the heat. August sat still on the floor, chanting, oblivious. It seems I learned a truth of my own today, Evelyn Nevernight has been watching us.
12/7/17
Iām struggling with whether or not to tell August what Iāve seen. Today I drew The World reversed for him and it was hard not to blurt out Evelynās warning. I prodded, gently as I could, that wound of his that always seems fresh.
āMaybe it means you have unfinished business, August. Like Evelyn,ā I laid a hand on his arm. It was frigid and sent chill coursing through me, but I hoped it would soften his reaction. He jerked his arm free.
āI donāt want Evelyn. Not anymore.ā
āBut what if she wants you?ā
āWhat on Earth could she do about it? Sheās quite dead.ā
āDo you really want to find out?ā
āYouāre daft.ā He shook his head at me a faded away, but there was something in his eyes. Heāll be thinking about her, this I know.