1/1/18
Happy New Year ha. I awoke to find Hellbunny chewing on my hair. He grumbled when I pulled the slobbery strand from his buck-toothed maw. Gross. But he keeps August away at night. And we have a deal. He doesnāt leave the house, and I donāt put him back in the cage. Another year of thisā¦? Trying to assume not.
I pulled the Seven of Pentacles reversed for August today, but he never showed up. So I determined to it was for me. Iāve been thinking too much. I need to stop thinking of things. Of any things.
No more thinking.
1/2/18
āOh, look,ā I muttered at the woolen clad ghost in my kitchen, āno bliss for you.ā I handed him the reversed Nine of Cups. He smiled his crooked smile and blood flowed from the kitchen taps.
1/3/18
August is in fits today. I pulled The Magician reversed and he immediately tried to take over my body again. But it didnāt work.
āIām trying to step into the new me!ā He screamed as I lay on the floor, writhing in ice cold pain. Heās been railing at the Universe since then. How can he be who he really wants to be when he isnāt allowed, is the gist of his angst.
Iām running out of tea.
1/4/18
Four of Cups today. A rat hogging the mead.
āThe Universe continues spitting in my face. Iām not being selfish, we both need this. We both need me in you.ā
I shook my head. He gaped. He pursed. He vanished.
